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Name: Pamela
Location: Grand Rapids, Michigan, United States
Birthday: 2/14/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: hmmm...I love the color PINK* and anything that has to do with it..shopping is one of my favorites... Shoes! I'm a lover for shoes...hehe. I also have a big thing for socks...They're one of the best things ever invented...they keep your feet warm and cozy...not to mention, you can get different designs and colors!
hanging out with all of my friends is a must! During the summer, I love to go to the beach and tan... Napoleon Dynamite is like the best movie I've ever seen!
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
2/5/2006
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| So ... I know I'm not good at keeping things up to date... with my WONDERFUL David being gone though, I think I am going to get more of a chance to write...I miss him so much...unfortunatly its just been one week... I hope that things get easier as I get used to it... because it SUCKS BIG! This weekend I ended up going to his house and COOKING for the FIRST TIME EVER!!! Pretty exciting, I know... I was vvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy impressed with myself on the progress. I mean, you could actually eat what I made for once (It could have been Connie helping me, but at least I'm one step closer to being a world-famous cook  ).We made David's favorite-chicken casseroll... and ate it without him.. giggle* Next time, Connie and I are going to make dessert to go along with it too. I was asked to go to Big Rapid's homecoming this weekend... I want to go, but I don't want to cause any problems with David and I. I mean, I prolly would get upset if he went with another girl while we were together...so, it probably wouldn't be a good thing if I went. I don't know....I would even have to pull together an outfit and hair design and all in less than one week! However, on the other hand, I don't want to watch my Senior year to go by, and not be able to look back at anything fun that I did. If it makes him happy though ...hmmmm...I am going to have to think further about what I want to do. So ... I go to cadet at the elementary school now for 2-3 times a week. I help teach Mrs. Dible's class. I teach the children how to write their names.. Its a shame that most of them don't know how to write. Some of them can't even recognize ANY letters what-so-ever. I'm just glad that my little brother was blessed having a family that teaches him how to do things like that. I have found that I don't like little kids. The fact that they don't like to wipe their noses, or go to the bathroom when they need to makes me sick to my stomach. The entire reason why I chose to try and do something like this, would be so I can eventually look back at it, and realize that I've made a difference in someone's life.... no matter how small that task is. This year for homecoming, I don't know if I want to go or not. Origionally, Tess, Danielle and a bunch of us girls were all going to go together single. I thought that it would be fun, so I was all for it. But now, Tess is looking like she is leaning towards a certian someone to take, and Danielle is taking Benedict. I'm not sure of everyone who is going, but now looking at the situation, I realize that most of those girls are going to have dates. I don't feel like being someone who is a stick in the mud, but I don't want to be a "third wheel" so to speak. So ... I don't know. Well I think I've gabbed everyone's ears off ... so I'll talk to you all later! ... Hope I get some good comments this time! Pamela | | |
| WOW~ its been a while ... I guess that Ive been so caught up in my life and what all is going on that Ive been too busy to write... So today is the last day of summer break for me (N) BOO.... that really sucks... Ive already had people call me and try to start drama too... guess that lets you know that its back to High School.... Oohhhhh well hmmmm... last year:) plus I have career center and cadet this year plus college online, so that hopefully will cut out on half of the crap that people will try to start ... so good news there.... My David leaves in less than 2 weeks... Its really starting to get to me... I mean,.... any of you who know me ... being with someone for as long as Ive been with him is pretty good for me! I havent even started to get bored yet either! *giggle* (I know ... pretty shocking).... Just to get the rumors straight that are going around: 1.) Yes , David did ask me to marry him. 2.) I'm very happy, but I told him that I wanted to wait... I mean ...neither one of us knows what we are getting ourselves into, and no matter how much I care about the guy, I dont know what is going to happen ... so why rush things... Im just taking it all as it comes to me... One happy day at a time:) I care about him tons, I just don't know how I am going to be able to handle a long-distance relationship (expecially without phone calls!). My rationalization on everything in general that is going on: I'm happy with a guy for once in my life. People who try to get into the middle of that shouldn't (expecially when they don't know anything about the subjects that they accuse me of!) The less complicated, the better! :d Pamela | | |
| Okay ... so I know that Im not the best at keeping up with my life on this thing, but where the heck are all of the friggen comments ?! I can't believe that school is already out! whoot whoot! I'm sooo happy that I get a break away from all of the stupid drama that this little town creates... The third was 11 months for me and David! Thats practically my whole life! I can't believe how fast time really does fly.... I love that kid so much ... I don't know what Im going to do when he leaves in August... I hope that our relationship is strong enough to handle something like that... ooh well though .. what can you do ... I guess whatever happens, happens I'm sure that everything will work out for the better, whatever that might be ... It always seems to in the end.... So.... I guess my Aunt Sharon and her whole family is going to be staying with us for the whole one to two weeks that she stays and visits ... Im pretty pumped about that .. I like it when they come... never really get to see them.... Expecially during the summer... me and Aunt Sharon go tanning at the beach together, which is always a good thing ...the only thing that sucks about it: I don't know if Im going to be around the week that she's here! I have this thing for nursing that is going on at Ferris for a week....we stay on campus and everything... I was pretty pumped about it ... until Megan told me that she decided she wasnt going ... oooh well ,... its not like Im going to go to college with her after I graduate... so ... I gotta go on my own sooner or later.....It'll be a fun experience .. Im sure.... Well... I gotta go get around for work  Talk to you all later~!
Pammy | | |
| I'M A SENIOR!
WHO HOO!!!!!
So today was the Senior's last day...It was interesting ... I'll give you that much ... I seen a lot of people cry though ... I don't know about you , but when I graduate, if there are any tears they will be tears of joy! Teehee. I can't wait to get out of this town (even though when the time comes, I am sure that I won't want to). So ... Dave and I are staying together. Its going to be hard, but I think that we can handle it....just as long as he doesn't do anything S-T-U-P-I-D Which I'm sure everything will be fine..at least I hope so! If not...things will work out for the best either way. Anywhoo... on a BRIGHTER note.... 365 more days baby!!!!
Kisses, Pammy<3 | | |
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...that really sucked... I hope that everything works out for him. I've been going to the tanner for a while now. I hope that I get so I look decent at prom. I've got a few months though to catch up
. Still looking for a dress to wear for the junior/senior banquet... I have a really cute one that i bought like a month ago and haven't worn yet, but I have to find something cute that will match to go over it because I guess it has to be "appropriate"..
I needed to catch up on my gossip with Robin- I love that girl!) I got up really early on Saturday, which SUCKED and is not like me at ALL... but you gotta do what you gotta do. I went to get flowers ordered for prom. Whohoo! I almost forgot how close it is